Living.

I'm going through a period of questioning.

I've been questioning my motives for service and love,

my understanding of grace,

and even some of the Christian words I have grown up hearing.

I know a lot of information.

I'm good at talking like a Christian,

I "lift up" friends in prayer,

and I wish to "glorify" the Lord with my life.

I'm tired of living like this.

So like everyone around me.

I fit in far too well.

There has to be more than this.

Today God showed me a little more clearly

what it looks like to "glorify" Him.

God is glorified when we live in such a way

that he may display His beauty.

That makes so much more sense to me.

I want my actions

and motives

and thoughts

to be pure

so that He can display his beauty through them.

"..and you shall know that I, the Lord, am your Savior and your Redeemer, the Mighty one of Jacob."

Isaiah 60:16