Hoping.

Recently I've been having a struggle to find hope.

It's really hard for me not to know what's coming next.

I'm a person who dwells easier in the future than the present.

And I feel like I'm wandering around in the dark.

It took me a while to turn to the one who is Hope.

I tossed around for a couple of weeks before I started opening my Bible again.

And I was given these words:

"You have kept count of my tossings;

put my tears in your bottle.

Are they not in your book?

Then my enemies will turn back

in the day when I call.

This I know, that God is for me.

In God, whose word I praise,

in the Lord, whose word I praise,

in God I trust; I shall not be afraid.

...

That I may walk before God

in the light of life."

Psalm 56:8+

God is for me,

and he saves my tears...

I find hope in that.