Thinking:
Its gotten me in trouble.
Sometimes I live inside my head.
Sometimes I forget to remember its connected to my heart.
This Spring Break hasn't been beaches & sunshine.
It has been decisions & heartbreak.
Saying goodbye to what I knew,
and looking loneliness in the face.
It's not exactly what I had imagined.
....
I broke up with the boy who wrote me poems,
told me daily that I was beautiful,
and always lifted my spirits
with the positive.
I interviewed for a Master's Counseling program
five minutes from my backyard.
I wore a suit. I shared my heart.
I hoped it was enough.
Now as I sit in Denver, Colorado.
Eleven hours away from home.
My heart is in my throat.
I'll keep following where He leads,
but it won't be easy not to look back.
"...But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 3:14)
ReplyDeleteA little bit out of context, but know that you're not alone and that God is preparing the way for you! :) Praying for you.
He's holding your hand right now, Danielle.
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