Today's Day.

Being a Perfectionist...

Means I wake up every summer's day with a startled panic, 

"What am I going to do with this entire day?"

So I work out...twice.

I read an entire book.

I move an unpacked box 

to another corner of the room...

I try to outline a list of summer goals:

work on a book,

begin a baking business,

cook for my family members.

find a small group Bible Study.

 I wish I could quit being a doer

long enough to slow down and enjoy this moment,

this month of freedom between undergrad and grad,

this summer of celebration for my marry-ing friends,

these moments of unhurried time with my family,

the time spent being an unattached single.

It will never be quite like this again.

I don't want to just see today as the in-between.

It's much more than that.